I wish I could put into words the million and one things in my mind. There so much chaos in my mind, but exciting chaos. My mind is full of things that make me smile! My heart strings are being pulled ever so gently, beautifully. A sense of calm constantly comes over me, with this light but warm blanket of excitement. There are so many wonderful things going on in my life, and that are coming in the near future, that I can’t help but get excited inside and out, as if I were a child again. You know, when you don’t care who in this world knows it but you are gitty and giggly, and just tickled to death, that whatever is happening is happening. That is how I feel right now. It’s a feeling that is quite hard to explain, but the feeling of it is indescribable. Putting it all into words would nearly be impossible.
I am graduating here very soon, and am being released into the world be able to do something that I absolutely love more than anything in the world. It’s just so powerful, (I don’t mean that I have power, the concept and the benefits are so powerful), it’s the fact that I can do something that can make someone’s quality of life better! What is more awesome than that?
The thing that is more awesome than that, is that I am opening my own practice in June (hopefully the first part of June, but maybe mid. We have nearly everything done for it and the closer things get to getting to be done, the more excited that I get.), so not only do I get to do this for the rest of my life, I get to be my own boss. I don’t have to be in an impersonal setting that shoves clients through the door, and the people are just another number, I get to show them and make them feel like they are more! What an awesome, awesome thing! I am so unbelievably excited, about what is to come.Who would have thought that I would have such a passion for something right now? I know what I am going to do for the rest of my life and I actually LOVE what I do! Looking at society today, there is not very many people that get to say that and I do! Not only do I get to love what I do, I get to help people! Nothing gets better than that!
Ryan will be graduating in June, as well! I graduate at the end of May and Ryan gets to graduate in mid-June! We will both be unleashed into this world, no school attached (ha ha ha), and we get to do it together! It’s going to be such a relief when we get to be done! I will be taking continuing education classes in the future here and there over different weekends, but other than that we will be DONE! Don’t get me wrong, we are not looking forward to student loans that will be sneaking up on to us to be paid, but at least, finding the time for school and life, will finally not be a balancing act! Yay!
Then of course, there is Ryan and I. No, no, we are not engaged yet. Sorry guys! But it’s ok. Don’t get me wrong, I CAN”T WAIT until we are engaged, and we can start wedding planning and take that next step together, but right now, I am fine with the fact that I am crazy in love with Ryan. Some people wait an entire lifetime to find this. This, as in, what Ryan and I have. We have been together for over three years and in all honesty, I love him more now and I am even happier now than I was a year ago…even 2 years ago. I know, I know, typically people are happiest in the beginning and most in love in the beginning, and then over time it becomes less exciting with time. It becomes routine, the “same old, same old.” Luckily, it’s been the opposite with us. I have never been so excited for our future than I am right now. I have known since forever that Ryan was the guy for me, but recently, I don’t only know, I KNOW! It’s kind of hard to describe, but all in all, it doesn’t need to be explained. It just is what it is. Some of the best things in life can’t be described! I think that is the way that things are meant to be!
So, to wrap things up, like I said at the beginning, I can’t describe it but I am so undescribably happy about the many things to come in my life. Overall, I cannot even describe how blessed I am! 🙂
Life is beautiful!